Do I take care of myself? eh Not rlly :S

Mmmm.. I do seem like a very happy and healthy girl But I'm Not.

But wow I'm not gonna die or something like that or have some mental problems. LOL 

I do hide my dark side in front of others. 

To appear good and pretty it is so important for me because I have such a low self confidence since a very young age. I won't continue on this cuz it is getting personal.

I am very lazy. I need to be motivated. I barely do exercises. I HATE SPORTS TO DEATH except dance or some relaxing skills such as yoga and Pilates.  I do eat a lot and I don't gain weight. People think I'm anorexic sometimes (I'm thiking :like da fuck have you ever seen in your fucking life a real person suffering fro anorexia?). I'm only 1m59 = NOT TALL BUT PETITE. I have bad skin (sensible + pimples + scars) (It might be not a big deal compared to others but for me it is since 15 yrs old ). All these shits + others that I wouldn't mention makes me really self-conscious.  I have problems taking care of myself. these is the minimum I do everyday LOL. 

-Eat

-drink water when I rlly need to (I HATE WATER)

-I don't put contact lenses not fake lashes nor make up all over my face 

For my eye make up: Anabelle Black eyeliner +  eyelash curler + Covergirl Lash blast mascara  

I put sometimes Clinique's Acne Solution on my blemishes' spots TO COVER my scars etc.

...

Vaseline cream for my hands because they're dry. 

For Summer 

+ I do cleanse my face everyday. 

Thats it o.o... 

I really don't do much to get healthy lol. Ok I really should start do sumthing .. D: . 

Camwhore ? Yes :) I

Yup I do LOVE camwhore ehehe. 

I Use ps sometimes to make the background blurry LOl but thats it o.o. And I do change luminosity by Microsoft Off. Picture manager. 

Food is 爱 ^^ I

Salmon rose @ Sushi Palace 

Escargots a l'ail (GRATINEE) @L'academie

Tortellini Crema Rosa @L'academie

Moon Cake 

My drug before ~

Luch prepare by my dear mommy

Red bean Ice Cream SOOOooo guud

After 1 min hihi

Breakfast by me (Egg+Cheese)

By me again (no meat -.-)

Kim bbap?

VACAY RITE NOW MOTHERFAWKERRRR :' D

These are my notes for my finals =_='

God dammit finally vacay . LOL I am SORT OF happy. I do feel a bit relaxed but BUTTT I'm fucking broke as shit T.T ' . So What am I supposed to do for two months HUHH ? I can't drama every fucking day... I'll ruin my brain and my eyes for sho.. So WHAT THE FUCK AM I GONNA DO D:< ???????? ! Neeways Imma get back to you in few weeks to update on my vacay's survival. lol.

ARE YOU TRYING TO BE STYLISH OR A SHIT?

Seriously people these days are fucking weird. It is fucking obvious that you can tell that someone is mentally weird by looking their outfits , appearances or hairstyles. I just don't fucking understand what do they find attractive or cool or OKAI in these :

Justin beiber -___- YEA LIKE WHAT THE FUCK ???? WHY THE FUCK DO YOU NEED PPL DO FUCKING SEE UR FUCKING PANTIES??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? YOU DIDN'T LEARNED HOW TO PUT PANTS ON ??? ARE YOU FAWKING RETARDED??

IF THATS THE CASE, I'LL STFU

??????????? ARE YOU TRYING TO HAVE A OCTOPUS INSTEAD OF UR FUCKING BRAIN OR WHAT???
1. octopus.
2. chicken tail ?

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU EVEN FUCKING SEE ?????? I can't stand  the gayness  when I see guys with fucking long hair and bangs in front of their girly faces. 

DUCK LIPS : WHAT THA FUCK ????

Any stupid people on this fucking Earth? NO SHIT

Ok to be more clear eum I'm not saying that i'm the one who's freaking super smart and never did anything stupid in my life. Just saying that some people DON'T FUCKING THINK BEFORE TALKING OR DOING SOME FKN SHITS. AND IT FUCKING ANNOYS ME . God dammit. Okai I have to give an example so you can understand the stupidity of some ppl of my entourage. 

- When I fucking share my problems and shits of my fucking life to someone (DON'T YOU FUCKING LOGICALLY EXPECT THEM TO FUCKING HELP OR IF THEY CAN'T THEN SAY SOMETHING NICE OR STFU) but no :'D ... They are just some douchebags in this fucking world on reply to me: Omgg. so What are you gonna do? D: OR omg me too I have shits or ETCETCETCCCCCC SHITS ( TO PROVE ME WHATT????? THAT THEY HAVE A SHITTIER LIFE THAN MINE? OKAI WTF I DON'T HAVE TO FUCKING KNOW THAT.) and what the fuck do you mean by WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO THEN?? IF I FUCKING KNEW THAT I WON'T HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM AND I WON'T FUCKING WASTE MY FUCKING TIME TALKING ABOUT IT WITH YOU STUPID DUMBASS.

PLZ IF YOU KNOW FEW PPL LIKE THIS PLZ MAKE THEM LESS STUPID BY TELLING THEM : NO SHIT? WHAT DA FUCK DO YOU THINK? OR  JUST : PLZ USE UR BRAIN AND THINK BEFORE ^^ .

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A litto bit bout Kpop . . .

Mmm so yea I like music a lot. I spend pretty much at least 4hrs everyday listening music. The third thing after I wake up every morning is probably turn on my mp3 lol. My day wouldn't be as good if I don't have my mp3 with me. And what is on my mp3? KPOP KPOP and English songs obviously lol but 70% of the songs are Korean songs. I do have some chinese songs lol maybe = 9% O_O. So lets talk about kpop. I listen to Kpop since 5th grade ( 5 years ago o.o). I began listening Bigbang ( male group). then I have know bout Se7en. That was pretty much it for that period. I wasn't really that into kpop. 

Bigbang from L-R : SeungRi, G-dragon, Taeyang, Daesung & T.O.P 

Se7en: Omg his jawline T_T

Ok so then Wondegirls came into my life. I was so obsessed with so Hot and Tell me xD My two fav groups were Bigbang and Wondergirl. I found them so talented. That was also the time that I didn't even know the existence of DBSK -_______-' and hated SNSD D: and forget bout 2pm and the rest. 

WG now : YeEun , Sunye, Sohee, Yubin & Lim (Because Sunmi left)

These years numerous girls and boy bands have been added up to the Kpop industry -.-'  WAY TOO MANY GROUPS !
So after wonderbang, Ive discover DBSK (MY FAV IS YUNHO !!!) , SJ AND SNSD. lol Yes was kinda retarded but yea ... I kinda ditched wonderbang for them. I was obsessed with dbsk and SJ. Especially during wrong number and Sorry sorry period xD. I felt so bad for ditching bigbang xD. It took me a while to adapt to Snsd. I din't liked Snsd because of their plastic rumors and so on. But honestly now for Idols in Korea it doesn't fucking matter. They have talent we can't ignore. After that, 2PM AND BEAST came into my life.. .  So many things happened with kpop... dbsk is now Yunho and Max... ( I  have never listened jyj ) Jaebum left 2pm I kinda hate him since... In my opinion, 2pm is now way better than before. 

Miss them so much ... 

Snsd : fav: Jessica!

2pm so cute * Fav: Junho 

Beast ! Fav: Kikwang !

These days I'm really into snsd 's new album THE BOYS. Wg have their new album too, but I really don't like it that much. I don't find anything new and special about their new concept. Their outfit for their comeback remind me of Nobody and their dance remind me of 2 diff tears. I don't see any diff with NO retro concept. I still see some retro in this album. I prefer their ballad songs tho. Snsd surprises us every time with a new concept and their outfits are always so beautiful. As for boy groups, nothings really new.. 2pm went to japan, beast .. no new stuffs and dbsk few songs coming out once a while ... it is really girl groups these days. 


I do listen to other groups like After school, Kara, BEG, MblaQ etc. 
Or solo idols ESPECIALLY RAIN!!!! HIS IS MY BIAS . I even have a tatt with BI in krn xD

Hotness overload . . . 

I loved him since full house. I nosebleed while watching him dancing I have orgasm listening to his music. I makes me go to heaven. I wish to meet him before I die. xD. I can't wait him to be discharged from military !!! AJA AJA HWAITING BI OPPA!


So that pretty much it bout kpop for now. . . I'll continue to talk about it another time ~